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Why am I up at quarter to 11? [28 Nov 2003|10:47am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | The Offspring - Shes Got Issues ]

I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving :)

I just read Keith's journal a few minutes ago... he didnt mention any names, but i knew he was talking about me when he was typing about "the people who do nothing and mope like their love of their life is going to come back to them to baby them" and how they dont bother taking SATs and looking for a job and getting their license... It's so great to know what your closest friend thinks of you, isnt it? I dont think it bothers me too much though because I know what Im going to do, its not like I have no plans for myself at all. He knows about the deal I made with my parents about my car/license. I used to work at a place I couldnt stand... the people were jerks, the job and pay sucked and I couldnt stand it... so I quit and im taking a break. I applied to a place, they didnt hire me, so im not sweatin it... ill apply to another place when Im around the plaza. No big deal. Im happy with the way things are going right now... im relaxed... mellow. And I havnt moped over Lea in quite some long ass time... dont get me wrong, I luv the chick to death, but im over her. And Im happy... isnt that what matters? Everyone used to tell me "dont worry about lea, give up on lea, I dont like seeing you like this, I want to see you happy." So now Im happy and people are telling me how to run my life. Im not trying to argue with Keith if thats what it sounds like... He's my bestfreind, we already went through our share of arguments, and I love the kid. I just dont want people thinking low of me because Im happy and taking it easy. when the time comes, Ill do what I have to do... but for now Im laying low, and Im happy and I just want people to see that and not hate me.

Thats all.

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Lend me sume sugar, i AM your neighbor! [23 Nov 2003|07:35pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | Finger Eleven - Walking in my Shoes ]

"And I would wait for you, if you would wait for me,
And I will wait for you, if you would wait for me."

Yeah, so... Ashley went back to Mass tonight. I didnt get to see her before she left :( but its ok because shes going to try and come down next weekend which rocks. I didnt do much today. I just felt like updating again. Yeah can you belive that? Me updating. Ha. Keith might stop over later. That would be cool. Blah... what a pointless post.

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Homecoming Night [22 Nov 2003|10:12pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | Watching TV ]

Oh my god, its such a slow night! Everyone is at homecomming, so theres not a single soul online to talk to right now! Its all good I guess. Such a good night tonight. I got to see Ashley finally. :D I misseded her alot. She came over aroune 3:45 - at first it was kinda weird because he havnt seen eachother in a long time... but after the weirdness we watched a movie and just layed down and talked. I felt really confortable next to her. Then she had to go get ready for homecoming after the movie. =\ But hopefully Ill see her agian tomorrow and when she comes back for her birthday and maybe thanksgiving too. I hope she moves back to CT soon. Then we can spend more time together. Im sure you can kinda guess by the way Im talking about her, that... well... I like her. =)

After she left and I came home, I ate dinner and then went out with Shannon and Brian for a lil while. We went to kun-taco-hut and then to Action to bother Jeff. He wanted to talk to shannon because hes moving soon (thank god) and me and Brian were just making fun of him the whole time wanting so badly to kick his ass or clip him with the car door. But we tamed ourselves and sadly, he walked away unharmed at the end. Homo. It was good times though. Me and Brian got to bond some while Shannon had her IQ lowered by 30 points as she listend to Jeff talk about what car hes going to get when he gets his license. "Huuuh? Whaaaat?" Loser.

So here I am now at home watching Teen Titans and waiting for someone to talk to to come online or call or something. But everyone is out so I think Ill just go play Mario or something.

Wo0t! Another update. Arent you guys proud of me?!

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Homecoming [20 Nov 2003|07:24pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | AFI - Silver and Cold ]

Nothin much has been happening as usual. I become close with a couple new friends - Ashley and Kait. Them is good people. :D Other than that nothing important.

Saturday is homecoming oh joy! .... im not going. I dont know what it is about dances but they always upset me. Maybe its all the couples walkng around looking all happy and stuff. Maybe I just miss that, but either way, I dont go to these dances pretty much for other people around me. I dont want to make their night miserable by being down you know? So I decided to just skip it. But on the brighter side, Ashley is coming down from Mass and I get to see her! :) I havnt seen her in... wow, a while. lol. It's gonna be great to see her again, I cant wait..

I just wanna bring something up thats been on my mind lately real quickly. I dont really feel close to any of my friend anymore. Not Jessi, Barely Shannon, not Lea... not even Keith. They all have someone to be with, somewhere to go. Even when I make attempts to try and hang out with some of them, theyre too buisy. I know they have lives and stuff, but I just miss them thats all. And the friends I have that Dont have jobs and some that dont have an other, we just never hang out. Half of them I feel like they dont even like me. Kate, Denise, Amber, Ben, Stan, Luke, Nick, etc. We barely talk. Ever. If I threw a party or something, I doubt they would come... I just dont know why. Am I annoying? Do I smell bad? What is it?? I just wish I had closer friends.. they are all wonderfull people and I just wish they can see me as the same. I may not mean much to them, but they kinda really do mean alot to me.

- Paul
c y a n i d e

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Last 2 Days... [14 Nov 2003|09:58pm]
[ mood | productive ]
[ music | My Chemical Romance - Drowning lessons ]

Thursday, November 13, 2003 - Good day. Went to school as normal, didnt get in trouble too much. I talked to a girl who I think is kinda cute, but thats about it. After school went to Toys "R" Us and picked up an dapplication for employment. I went home filled it out and stuff. My day went downhill for a bit - my parents were being dickholes, I was in a cranky mood and I just wanted to take a long shower and forget about everything and lay in bed with my stuffed cat and sleep. I talked online with Lea for a little bit, then went to take a shower. Ate dinner, then a little while afterwards went to el plaza with Lea. First to Toys "R" Us to bring back the application, then to Walmart for some candy. We called Shannon to see if she wanted to come meet us somewhere. We waited for them in Lea's car and ate our candy, then Lea locked her keys in the car. (lol) Me her Shannon and Brian froze our asses off waiting for her dad when we couldve went in Shannon's car 4 spaces down and waited!!! (lol) It was fun though and my coat was HUGE on Lea. So after that we went to the China buffet... me and Lea sat while Shannon and Brian ate. I stole a knife to complete the silverware collection in Shannon's car. :D Afterwards we went our separate ways. Me and Lea went to the parking lot of the swings and talked for a while. It was really nice because me and her havn't really hung out hung out in a long long time and It felt like old times again. I really missed her a lot and I knew I did, but I didnt really noitice exactly how much I missed chillin with her. So then she had to go so she dropped me off and she went to go meet Sarah to go to wallingford (?) to see Ryan.

Friday, November 14, 2003 - Today.. pretty fun. Went to school, slacked off all day, laughed at stupid Spanish teachers because they couldnt get a computer to work when I knew exactly what to do to fix it but they wouldnt let me. Muahaha. Came home, did nothing untill Luke and Geremy came over for a little. They left, I slept, woke up around 5 and went out to eat at McDonalds. After that I went to Shannon's house. It was fun and I made Robbie loose a whore friend. Stupid biotch. We had a good time, then Brian came and we had a better time because he is sexy and I want him (lol). No seriously though, it was cool. We bond well and I think that makes Shannon happy. But then again I dont think she would care anyway, as long as she has Brian. And theyre really cute together even if Brian is sticking his ass in her face. So we were just fooling around and stuff, it was cool. We waited outside for my parents at the end and I jumped in a pile of bagged leaves and heard 2 people having massive sex 2 houses down the street! (lol) Good times.


.....Hope they used protection.


Tomorrow - I got from whenever someone wakes me up - 2:00 open for whatever, then I'm going to Chealsea's B-Day party untill 5:30. I was supposed to go to Amanda's afterwards, but I cant. So I guess I have 5:30 to whenever open also... What an exciting life I have!

PLUS I have a new host for my website which also happensto be my great friend, Christine. :D So Im linking the new address for ya. There's actually some stuff to do and look at on it now! you Should deffinatly add this site your favorites, link it on your sites, and have a grand old time showing your friends too.


Click Here!
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Move it football head! [02 Nov 2003|04:10pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | AFI - Clove Smoke Catharsis ]

Whoa! An update!

Not much to update about. Just wanna wish everyone a happy belated Halloween and stuff. I went to Kate's party on Halloween. I had a blast... them is good people. Not as much drama as everyone thought there would be. It was really fun and Kate's house is gorgeous and really large. =P We met this guy, Josepe from a foreign country. He is one crazy bastard! lol. We went trick or treating for a lil while too... well some of us. Ian was Jesus and stopped cars with his Jesus-like powers, while stan was a bum and went over with his bottle of windex ans newspaper he used as towel paper and washed their windows. Meanwhile Ben was a pimp standing at the corner under a lightpost with Kerry and some other girls on his arm. Keith was Jack the Ripper and ran into a large group of children screaming like an idiot. lol, good ol Keith. =) Christine was a cute maid type person who looked like Alice form the video game, Nick made an awesome mime that kinda looked like Edward Scissorhands and Kate was an awesome dark angel - I loved her wings, Amanda was a kitty, some other kid was a Roman dude, Amber and Nicole... im not really sure what they were, but that had awesome capes and looked really nice, Josepe was Santa, Becca was an angel as well, and I forgot who else was there because its 12:24 right now and I should still be sleeping. But my bed is freakin retarded and gives me aches.

More or less I had a really good time the other night and I thank Kate once again for inviting me and I hope Nick is still alive and didnt get killed by a mad rapist. =D

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Some stuff for your mind to munch on. [14 Oct 2003|02:18pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | AFI - Death Of Seasons ]

Version 2 of my Spawn layout released.

To do hopefully today in no specific order:


  • Redo my website.

  • Clean my room.

  • Go to work.

  • Burn Christine ([info]_emphatic) the AFI cd that I was supposed to do months ago.

  • Update my Private Journal.

  • Conquer the world.



Good stuff that happened recently:

  • Became friends with Lea again.

  • Found out I do a wicked Little Nicky impression.

  • Colored the tips of my hair even though the color is coming out already.

  • Saw the movies "Brokendown Palace" and most of "Boat Trip"

  • Almost beat "Medal Of Honor: Frontline"

  • Doing good in RuneScape



Bad stuff that happened recently:

  • Stubbed my toe.

  • Spilled my water.

  • Realized I'm too fat.

  • Thought about "things."

  • That's all I can think of right now.


Ok boredom still here. I'm out like a fat man in dodgeball.
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Wooha! [10 Oct 2003|02:20pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Korn - Freak On a Leash (Freakin' Bitch Remix) ]

Interesting day today. I get a phone call on my cell mid 7-th period in Natural Disasters and It's Shannon. She askes me where Keith parks his car, so I told her... not knowing what's going on of course. So 7-th ends, and I say bye to Amanda and everyone out side in the hallway, and head to Keith's car. I exit the building and see Shannon and Lea sitting there on the trunk of Keith's car. So in the back of my mind Im going oh great, she's just gonna ignore me...

So I sat next to Shannon and stuff, said hey blah blah, and I really wanted to turn and just ask Lea if she's still mad at me, but I couldnt. So then Keith comes out of the building and Lea runs and jumps on him with a huge hug, while me and Shannon were just like... heyyy. This is where it took the turn - we're all sitting on Keith's car and James Wood walks out of the building and Lea goes "I know that kid I think" and Keith goes "James Wood?" and I said "my cousin likes him" .... then Lea turns to me and goes "Nick?" just joking around... but that was the first word she said to me since summer and it was the best word Ive heard in a while. Soon after, she comes up to me and gives me a big hug and *bam* were friends again.

She told me she missed me, and I told her I missed her - we hugged a thousand times - Keith pressed the panic button for her car 3 times... good times. Looks like the KKK (Keith's Kar Krew) is back. =) So that was the good part of my day. And to think I wasn't going to go to school today either. Later tonight Lea says she'll call me and maybe we can do something for old times sakes. We'll see. =D

PS - A big FUCK YOU goes out to the annonymous poster of my last entry, Mike Martin with the IP address 68.63.97.196. I told you I would track you down you asshole. Your mistake was posting again under your LJ name...

proof » )

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Sick [03 Oct 2003|09:59pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | TV ]

You do a lot of thinking when you're sick. At least I do. Especially about a certain person. I don't know if she gets upset when I write about her nor not, but I have been absolutely miserable ever since Lea stopped talking to me. People say to me "forget her, she's not worth it" or "you're better of without her." I just smile and nod because I don't want to start a big thing with them about how they are wrong and how she was the very fabric of my being. You might think im being a little dramatic, but I'm pretty serious, she was like my other half keeping me together. And I was so obsessed with trying to be hers, that I totally blew off what was important. That being that we were really great bestest friends even after a relationship. How often does that happen between two people? And we knew everything about eachother... we knew thingas about eachother that we didn't even know about ourselves! And I rmemeber this one time I went to go call her, but as I picked up the phone I guess she called and I picked it up and didnt hear anything and was like "hello?" and she was like "hi" and it was so wacky and confusing. That's just how well we knew eachother.

I don't even remember the fight we had which made her stop talking to me... almost every night I say to myself before I sleep "tomorrow I should call her or stop by her house or something and try and patch things up" but Im afraid to, to be quite honest. If I call, she'll probably just hang up on me or tell me she has to go or doesnt want to talk to me. And Im afraid to go to her house because she probably wont want to talk to me or something, I don't know. But what I do know is that ever since she left, I've been depressed outta my ass. I would be on the phone with Amanda or Jessi or someone, and they would ask me "what's wrong you're quiet" and I would just say "I'm thinking about stuff, I don't wanna talk about it." Sometimes I would tell them, but what I'm really thinking about 90% of the time is Lea and how much I just want to be her damn friend again. I think about some of the times we would hang out and stuff and how much we had together as friends and how much of a FUCKING BRAINLESS ASSHOLE DIPSHIT I FUCKING WAS TO HER and I just get so damn mad at myself... I don't know... I fucking miss her, man. I really do. No joke. Otherwise I wouldnt be writing this long ass entry all about her would I? I wish she would at least talk to me online, then maybe gradually on the phone and if all goes well, maybe see eachother outside of school again. Take it slow one step at a time.. yanno? But I dont know if that will happen... And I know she'll probaly read this. So I'm going to say it once...

Lea, I miss you hun. I really do. And I still love you with all my heart, not as the person I was who wanted nothing more than to be with you, but as the person you wanted me to be who just wants to be your bestfriend. And if you can find it in your heart to forgive me, please I beg of you to call me or something, because I would do anything to be your friend again.

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Stacy's Mom... She got it goin on, man... [02 Oct 2003|08:21pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | TV ]

Well, I got to see Shannon and her new boyfriend today! Whohoo!! I havn't seen Shannon in forever and a day! I missededed her! -hugs Shannon- And her boyfriend is cool too. I think we worked pretty good together. I can tell he likes her alot and they they're happy together. That makes me happy. :) I'm glad that my sis found someone cool like him. Also Amanda came over today too. Shannon finally met her, and it was cool the 4 of us hanging out in club P-Caz talking n fooling around like retards. Good times. About time something new happened. I hopefully will get to see Shannon alot more now that she has a car and a license. I guess its my turn next to get one? Hmm....

So yeah, that's my quick lil update.
Oh yeah, and Erica is the best. =P

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Fairytales [28 Sep 2003|09:45pm]
[ mood | rejuvenated ]
[ music | TV ]

You know... I hate some fairytales. I hate the one about the three bears. That goldilocks chick is one big bitch... the 3 bears go out, she comes walking through the yard, opens the door, walks in the house, sits down and starts eating thier food! Shes sittin there eating it "oh this is too hot" "oh this ones too cold" bitch, it aint your food!

Then you got little red riding hood... such a traumatic story! Little red, shes like what... a ho. Walking around the forest in her lil hotpants teasing the lumberjacks, "Hey big strong mr lumberjack!" and hes lke "yo whatup bitch." So she goes to visit her sweet little grandmother, but before she gets there the big bad wolf eats her grandma. EATS her GRANDMA! What the hell is that. So she gets there and the wolf is laying in bed with a dress and some bifocals and little red says to him, "grandma what big eyes you have!" .......she knows thats not her grandma....... but she continues, "grandma what great big teeth you have!" and the wolf is thinkin like ("im gettin sick of this shit.") so he comes up with a witty line "the better to eat you with!" and jumps his ass up and chases the chick out the house, through the woods and thats when little red does what ever white chick in a scary situation does... she falls. So shes looking pretty helpless when the lumberjack comes in and chops the wolfs fuckin head off and we all lived happily ever after, the end. The big bad wolf died with a dress on. And you know what the 3rd little pig was saying at the funeral "man the whole time that wolf was a transvestite.. the dude who ATE my 2 brothers... tisk tisk."

And they wonder why kids this generation are so fucked up.

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Happy B-Day. [27 Sep 2003|10:26pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | G.I. Joe movie on TV ]

Okay, now for a real update. Today is my brother's birthday. He's having 5 of his friends sleep over tonight... oh god I wish someone would shoot me. 5 little rugrats acting all wild all night. It's pissing me off. lol. Amanda come over though. Even though she got mad at me and I upset her, it was still fun. She wants me to go to the Big E with her tomorrow (why? I still don't know) but I don't know if I want to go. I don't really like the Big E much. Too much walking, and not enough stuff to do. Lots of stored, but what money will I use? The 20 bucks my parents will give me? Wow, I can buy a Tee-Shirt. So I don't know.

The G.I. Joe movie is on. It's 3D. It's alright.

Erica is in my entry.

Fin.

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[27 Sep 2003|05:46pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Weird Al - Angry White Boy Polka ]

Updating for Shannon.

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Some random thoughtz... [23 Sep 2003|09:02pm]
[ mood | numb ]
[ music | Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down ]

I just got home from work a little while ago. I hate my job. It smells like trash... because it is trash. Nothing interesting happened today. Well, nothing I care to discuss here. =P Although, senior portraits were today. All I have to say is "holla G-Unit." This song is sad. It reminds me of Lea whom I miss a lot. I had a dream about her again last night. Let's just say from Zoids on Cartoon Network to like... last month. Blah. Enough thinking about it. I wish Denise would come online so I can give her her icon and get it off of my desktop. I think Amanda is mad at me. For what? I dont know. She hasnt called me and didnt answer when I called her. ....RED =P....

OH! I actually do have something important to say! Not too too long ago, I created a forum for one of my friend's sites. His site went downhill and the forum was then not needed. However, I wanted to keep it anyway, so instead of having it for his site, I have it for me and my friends. But, there is a lack in topics and posting due to innactivity. In order to get this forum up and running correctly, Im asking, please become a member, post some topics and get other people to sign up as well! I really hope for this forum to become more popular and have a mass variety of people posting, commenting, interacting, and having an all around good time.

My goal is to have a forum where my friends, their friends, and their friend's friends, etc, can come and chat about whatever there is to chat about. Music, concerts, TV, movies, video games, school, peanut butter, socks, whatever, in hope that it becomes a decently big thing thats just kinda fun to go to.. But I cant do it without your help.

If you have a request or suggestion for a new board, let me know and I will revise the idea and probably add it. Our current boards include (not in any specific order):

- Cyanide Lobby - Talk about anything related to my webpage, "The Cyanide Syringe"

- Advertize - Advertise your own site, forum, etc. on this board.

- Input - Tell me what you think of the site. Add suggestions, ask questions, etc. (might get rid of it.)

- Concerts/Bands - List upcoming shows, tour dates, etc. for your band, The Space or other concert hall, or a famous band coming to Connecticut.

- General Court - Talk about anything at all. Start a conversation about the Yankees, mud, a loaf of bread. Anything. (might split up into different topics, ie. music, movies, games, etc.)


So please, once again I ask of you to help make this forum more popular. Sign up, tell your friends to sign up, start some topics, even yeall at people, i dont care. With my group of firneds, its to be expected. lol. Spread the word. Thank You.

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Seatbelts. [22 Sep 2003|09:31pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | TV ]

Seatbelts. Wear them. I almost died coming home from work tonight because some stoned fuckhead in a brand new Lincoln decided to cut in front of my uncles car litereally inches away from us. My uncle swirves into the other lane, slowed down, and honked at the guy while flicking him off and made him go back to his lane. Once my heart started beating again, I realized that if we ever got hit, I would've been dead. I know half you people wouldnt really care either way, but Im not quite ready to die. So yeah. Wear your seatbelts please. I dont want any of my freinds to die or get hurt. :(

EDIT:Just testing a client. Good stuff.

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Quickie [21 Sep 2003|10:13pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | Linkin Park - From The Inside ]


Go Here!


Yeah heres a quick little update. NOTHING! NOTHING AT ALL! GAH! Amanda is sick. Get well soon Mandi! Im on the phone with Jessi. The highlight of the night. Tomorrow is school. Same routine. I feel like a slave. Go here... when youre done here, go there. Etc. That's all.
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Dreams. [21 Sep 2003|12:11pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Nothing ]

Bad dream this morning. I dont remember it all, but first it had something to do with Lea... but she was being a real big bitch to me. But thats not the important part cuz I know that shes not like that and shes a real sweetheart.

But anyway, then I was with this kid who I guess was a good friend of mine, and he was running from the cops and needed my help. So I went with him. The whole dream was running and ducking from the cops, trying to get away from them. Finally we stopped to get something to eat, but when we came out we saw the cops there. So we ducked untill they passed, and got in the car. My friend goes "Shit i forgot my walllet" and went back in, but didt come back for a while. So i look behind the car, and I see him being handcuffed and tazered by two cops cuz hes trying to fight them to get away. So I get out of the car and was like "Dud cut it out, its over." and stuff. He got away and tried to run but I yelled at him to cut the shit. And as the cops handcuffed him I broke down and the first person I saw was Candice. And the only thing I could think of was not seeing her for a long ass time and i broke down and hugged her. Then I woke up.

Sad, corny, poitless, bad dream. I luv you Candice!

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Whooo Im in class. [17 Sep 2003|11:02am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Nothing. ]

Howdy. Im in my law class right now not doing a damn thing as usual. Tiffany isnt in school today so this class is hella boring. Im supposed to be doing some kinda research on some kind of law case, but I can do that in half the time at home because these computers SUCK. So Ill just do it tonight.

Yeah, I really have not anything to talk about. Oh! I was listening to my Winamp Radio and I noticed it had Winamp TV too. And I was hoping to find like Invader Zim or Darkwing Duck or something, but its all music videoas from people I never heard of before that really suck a big one, and people's 24/7 webcams.

So im looking through the web cams and I come across "The Sex Club" webcam. So im looking at it, and it's not exciting, but it's entertaining. It's like an appartment or a basement or something where a certain bunch of friends can just walk into and hang out and stuff. They live their own normal live only available for us to watch it. But theyre not like "normal" people, as some would say, and are all like "Yay! Lets lay Scrabble!" Theyre all kinda punk rock chicks flashing the cam and walking around half naked just chillin with some guys and stuff. They interact with people in the chat room and stuff too which I thought was kinda cool. Last night someone in the chat room asked if one of the girls were a guy and she stood up and started yalling at the camera. (lol)

I woke up this morning and checked it out again, and the topless chick was still there sitting on the couch with a random naked guy. (lol) I was like HELLLL NAW and turned it off. But more or less what im saying is its kinda cool to watch people hanging around with their friends and live their normal lives and concider it entertainment to us. Not to mention half those chicks here hella cute.

BUT ANYWAY yeah. I've been updating a lot lately. So make sure you didnt miss any entries. So now I have nothing to talk about and Im gonna go. Later

» Paul «

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Too many Journals. [16 Sep 2003|08:26pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | A Static Lullaby - Love to Hate, Hate to Me ]

Here's a question:

If I were to tell you there were a better journal out there... one thats much faster than LJ with private messaging, more themes, icons, etc. free accounts with no codes needed to make a new journal, with the same exact style as LJ (updating, overrides, setup, etc)....... would you switch to that?

There is such a thing. But my only problem is that if I switch, I cant comment in LJ with my account. But if everyone switches I have no problem with that. Im not saying "oh all you switch to this thing cuz its better and I want to post with that account." Im just wondering. Would you switch?

LINK: greatestjournal.com

Im checking it out right now, its HELLA fast, and pretty much exactly the same thing. If things go well, I might switch to this. Im not sure yet. What do you people think of it? Comment please.

EDIT:
Random survey time!


.: General :.


  • Name: Paul
  • Age: 17
  • Sex: Male. Duh.
  • Location: Hamden CT
  • Birthday: March, 21st


.: Romance :.

  • Do you have a boy/girlfriend? No
  • How about a crush? Yes
  • If yes, do they know you have a crush on them? Yes
  • If yes, who is it? None of your buisiness =P
  • How many boy/girlfriends have you had? 5
  • How many have you loved? 2
  • How many have you been IN love with? 1


.: Friends & People :.

  • Best guy friend: Keith
  • Best girl friend: Jessi
  • Funniest guy friend: Julian/Chris D'Amato
  • Funniest girl friend: I dunno... Candice? Beats me.
  • Cutest guy friend: Umm. Just no.
  • Cutest girl friend: I have a lot of cute girl friends. ;)
  • Weirdest guy friend: Caz
  • Weirdest girl friend: Shannon when were hyper on the phone.
  • Longest friendship: Joe Landisio/Jim Scroggins. Known them since I was a fetus.
  • Old friendship you miss: Lea. =\ And Tim kinda.
  • Enemy: No one. Forgive and forget.
  • You hate: ^See above


.: Do you/Have you... :.

  • ...snore? Sleep with me and find out.
  • ...wear socks that match? Most of the time.
  • ...like bread? Yes. Just yes.
  • ...want me? Of course I want myself.
  • ...like my journal layout? Yeah. I made it.
  • ...wish you were the opposite sex? I thought about it once.
  • ...ever had sex? No.
  • ...ever smoked weed? No.
  • ...ever smoked ciggarettes? Hell no.
  • ...did any other drug? Sugar...?
  • ...ever eaten a lego (preferably a 'thick 4 square')? I've eaten a flat 3 dot one in the shape of an L.
  • ...like lucky charms? Not really.
  • ...ever been in love? Yeah.


.: When/Who/What was... :.

  • ...the last person you talked to? Shannon right now.
  • ...the last person you huged? Amanda.
  • ...the last person you kissed? Amanda.
  • ...was the last time you saw your crush/love? The end of the school day.
  • ...the last movie you saw? Resident Evil (again)
  • ...the last movie you saw in theaters? The Matrix Reloaded
  • ...the last word you said? "Said"
  • ...are you doing right now? Picking the gunk out of my eye.
  • ...are you wearing? My dark cooties shirt and shorts.
  • ...time is it? 11:01pm


.: Miscellaneous :.

  • One thing you regret: Only one? Ummm... being me.
  • One thing you miss: Old friendships (^See above)
  • If you had three wishes...: 1. My old friend back. 2. A happy life. 3. Wealth & Health. Ok, that's 4.
  • A loaf of bread: Toast.
  • Name the 7 dwarves: Happy, Sleep, Grumpy, Horny, Herpies, Doorknob, & Mango.
  • Are you bored? Kinda.
  • Are you alone right now? Yeah.
  • If yes, can I come over? ....
  • Do you want to stop this survey now? Yes.

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